Thursday, March 30, 2006
New life, new blog. :-)
Http://crunkedprincess.blogspot.com
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
"let the rain fall down,
im coming clean"
Im now back to blogging. I guess I need a place to put all my thoughts in. I have been myself lately, i guess its one good start. Err, I am currently in love with DSL. Gawdd! Its now faster than ever!
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Sunday, March 12, 2006
I`ll be leaving my school in days time and it sucks to realize that I wasnt able to spend my high school year properly. Too late for regrets now. I hate to be too emotional but leaving is such sweet sorrow. You get to realize that the person youve been with for so long matters to you. I know that I`d still get to see them but its never gonna be the same. We wont be in the school ground, together, shouting our lungs out. Its really different now. We would now move to different chapters and welcome another phase in our lives. Its like reading a book. You move to another chapter, you venture another world but the memories of the past chapter all the characters alll the events are still with you, they remain part of your past. And thats how it will always be. Til the next time we meet! :-) Batch 2005-2006 we made it out alive. :-)
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Friday, February 10, 2006
Do you know that person who walks and talks like she knows everything that she's doing and is finding no flaws in it? Well, I was in her shoes. I never imagined that we would share the same shoes, but miracles happen. I found myself not questioning anything and I only did what was on my mind and they actually turned out to be right.
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waited in vain since3:55 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
A Happy New Year to everyone!
May this year symbolize a better beginning for all of us.
We should all change for the better.
I should change for the best.
"Its more than the laugters
Its more than the tears
Its also about conquering your fears"
Thank You Lord for making 2005 one of the best years of my life! ;)
waited in vain since10:26 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
2006 is fast approaching and in just 3 days classes will resume. Time is really flying and the next thing I know I`m in College already. When school starts I have to work really hard since our graduation would be on the 4th of march. 2 months to go. Dude! Thats like so friggin hard to do. I should have fun on my last year in Angelicum but I gotta work hard. I have a lot of paperworks at home but I havent even touched them. I need inspiration! Haha. I ended it 2 years ago, now its back.
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
I cant write my thoughts in my blog anymore, I have become so vulnerable for the past few days. My life has been relatively okay. But still. Something`s wrong, I havent been myself lately, literally. If I keep up with this stupidity I might not know who I am already. I wanna do a lot of things when Im with other people, when I find time to be alone I end up questioning a lot of things about myself. I really dont know myself that much. I make other people laugh, but inside im drowning in insecurities, paranoia and loneliness. It just doesnt want to come out, I hate being this straightforward but I hate keeping all my thoughts to myself. It cant be a perfect mixture of both. Well, for me it cant. I found myself typing words that never really made sense, i just had to delete everything because to me, none of them matters, I just have to let all my feelings out. Ripped. I have no other reason to keep this fear, hatred and loneliness inside. I have all the reasons to enjoy life, but paranoia always takes centerstage. ALWAYS. I cant enjoy life when other people are dictating me on what I should and should not do. I hate it when you tell me what my capabilities and limitations are. Oh and you know what I hate most? Its when other people are telling me on who I should and shouldnt love. Because they fear of rejection, not for myself but for them, they fear that if I like the person they like, they'd be rejected. Accept reality. Know me better before dictating me, because the real me is way better than what you have been wanting me to be. The worse part is your not even someone I know. You and I just met and youre acting that way? Tsk. Bummer! I love my life but it needs more meaning. I wanna be back to my old self, where I get to experience Euphoria at its best, enjoying the spur of the moment. 6 days before classes resume, and I know the perfect thing to do. Why should I even try to be perfect? Well-behaved women rarely make it in history. I love the inner blogger in me. I swear. I gotta make up for all of it.
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